i have felt a shift in me lately
a healing of sorts.
i think since all these random things that have happened lately – especially the whole thing with my mom…
i just have a new perspective on my life and what i want.
as a matter of fact, i have never been more sure.
the mood around here has been lighter…the love has been stronger…and the will to let go of things that i just can’t change – seems almost effortless.
we don’t change over night do we?
lately – all i want to do is write. i mean the kind of writing that can only come from a heart on fire.
it’s a need. like air…i just need this.
i took a bath tonight.
when i came out – the whole living room had been rearranged…
LB took it into her own hands to create my own little corner.
where i can be alone – but not isolated.
to write – and yet be surrounded by the love i need – in order to write.
things are changing
and for once – it just doesn’t scare me
my heart is on fire…and i feel unstoppable.