I was feeling so lovey dovey last night
at peace with life and the universe.
la-dee-dah – head in the clouds space cadet over here.
it was nice while it lasted – a whole 12 hours. that feeling of peace..feeling safe.
it was a fasle sense of security.
it was like the universe lined everything up ever so sweetly – saw that i was falling for it all -
and then she laughed and laughed and laughed.
driving in to work this morning – minding my business…my check engine light came back on.
my car is not fixed – not secure – not ok.
now i have to wait till Saturday to have him look at it again.
we are going to have a heart to heart – my godfather and i. do i put more money in this 10 year old beast – or just let it go.
not funny universe.
talk about keeping me on my toes.
you’re gonna make me fat ms. universe. when you let me down i just wanna eat bad food.
why you gotta do me like that????
1 Year Recovery
/ February 6, 2013I had a day like that yesterday. I reached for ice cream….4 scoops of it with chocolate chips. Regretted it so much afterwards.
makingthegirl
/ February 8, 2013don’t be too hard on yourself sweet lady. you did it – and you can start fresh and clean the next day. we all fall victim to comfort/stress food.
1 Year Recovery
/ February 12, 2013It’s true – sometimes comfort foods just “do it” when nothing else does…and that’s okay.