LB took me out for dinner last night.
it was quite the surprise – since i thought we were staying in.
anyways we went to our favourite Greek restaurant.
As i was sitting there – enjoying my dinner
the atmosphere – the music…
out of nowhere – the tears started to fill my eyes
and i began to cry
right there in my souvlaki
LB didn’t know what was going on
and neither did i really
at that moment – listening to that beautiful music
people laughing and sitting having dinner with their families
i will never have that again.
family gatherings – where there is a never ending amount of food
endless supply of drinks
greek music louder than your ears can handle.
dancing, love, smiles
I won’t have that again
and i guess it hit me last night how much that really sucks.
my family is not all bad – i know that’s all i seem to talk about
they have their good…
and this would be one of the good things.