i woke up with big ideas this morning
i wanted to get up and go. dip in to all the gift cards i received for Christmas
i also wanted to go out for a nice dinner.
i am done with leftovers.
i managed to shower and just put on comfy clothes..and stay in all day.
this week has been so busy, we are constantly doing something…i just wanted to stop.
before i know it – i will be back to work and back to the same old routine.
2013 is going to be different.
i know i’ve said this every year, but i feel it in my bones
2012 was tough. in so many ways.
but it was also very good in so many ways
it’s amazing the things you learn when you go through deep, emotional traumas.
i am a strong girl…but my goal is to be even stronger
i am taking on a no bullshit approach to my life. if you don’t fit in to it
you just don’t belong.
i am weeding out the negativity. the things that bring me down
i am saying good bye to all the negative, emotional soul sucking things in my life
and concentrating on the good
it’s about making myself better this year.
putting myself first for once
that means heading back to the gym
going back to school
and putting all my energy into those that are worthy of me.
yes – because i am worthy
so it’s the year of me.
and showing the people i love – that i love them
all the time
in every way.
here’s to 2013 being a kick ass year.
of course this will all have to wait until i want to get outta my fat pants and conquer the world.
one day at a time